Unimaginable. āSierraās heart is hurtingā, Sierra is my 14 year old daughter, well almost 14...in 3 weeks but forget the minor details, focus on āHeart hurtingā. Ever been in a position in which youāve known something was a possibility, but never expected it to actually happen? Well, me too, especially hearing the words my daughters… Continue reading Helpless Tween š
Questions, keep them coming šāāļø
Questions. So many damn questions were always running through my head, it was like they were all in a fucking marathon to cross the finish line to be answered. If you havenāt noticed by now, I have a habit of not writing in chronological order of my journey....& I don't plan on changing either. Good… Continue reading Questions, keep them coming šāāļø
Never, is that a thing š¤
Never. Never say never, they say š¤·āāļø 7 days after my first surgery in August 2017 my exact words to my surgeon were, āNever again will I go through another surgery like thatā. In that moment, there was nothing comical about my response, over my dead body was I going to let my body go… Continue reading Never, is that a thing š¤
Obstacles, the best gift š§
Obstacles. Ugh, fucking obstacles. Obstacles give anxiety a whole new meaning. Itās like taking that shot of whiskey that youāve never had before and trying to swallow it like a champ, but reality is your stomachs in knots and youāll probably avoid that shot in the future. Okay, taking a shot of whiskey while trying… Continue reading Obstacles, the best gift š§
The inevitable Change š¤©
Change. 6, 9, 12 months ago or even 1 or 2 years ago my response to change wouldāve been, āIf itās not broken why fix itā. My god, thinking of those words now I think, ā how ridiculous was Iā and āwas I really that close mindedā. Thereās so much in our lives that arenāt… Continue reading The inevitable Change š¤©
A beautiful love ā£ļø
Love. Love could easily be described as the best feeling to have. You know, that feeling of being able to take a deep breath and have an overpowered sense of calmness that is so soothing, it can literally be felt within your chest if you let it. Do we even realize just how powerful love… Continue reading A beautiful love ā£ļø
Envy can be ugly š£
Emotional. Well, shit. Want to talk about an emotional rollercoaster or harsh terminology. Remember in the previous post the surgery that just had to work? Surprise, surprise..that too was unsuccessful. After laying on an operating table, wide awake, with no pain medication, feeling every burning sensation to my heart (& there was an immense amount… Continue reading Envy can be ugly š£
