Enmity. Have you ever had so much animosity built up against someone or something? For those that are unaware, enmity is a feeling or condition of hostility or animosity. Obviously we all go through moments of having those feelings here and there, or so I assume everyoneās experienced it at least once. Personally the enmity… Continue reading Shit parent š©
A motherās love ā¤ļø
Unique. I canāt possibly be the only person who gets confused as fuck when thereās a new post on social media of āRubber Eraser Dayā or āNational Margarita Dayā. I mean, Iāll take the national margarita day anytime, theyāre my weaknessš oh, & the Rubber Eraser Day is legit, itās April 15th. Apparently I missed… Continue reading A motherās love ā¤ļø
A blessing in disguise š³
Eager or edgy, or simply both. Is it me or has everyone felt a little more on edge this entire fucking year. I mean, holy fuck 2020 has my bitchiness on overload. Eager for 2020 to come to an end (like many others Iām sure) āļø Life doesnāt always go as planned, thank you 2020… Continue reading A blessing in disguise š³
Helpless Tween š
Unimaginable. āSierraās heart is hurtingā, Sierra's my 14 year old daughter, well almost 14...in 3 weeks, but forget the minor details, focus on āHeart hurtingā. Ever been in a position where you knew something was a possibility, but never expected it to actually happen? Well, me too, especially hearing the words my daughters heart hurts....from… Continue reading Helpless Tween š
Questions, keep them coming šāāļø
Questions. So many damn questions were always running through my head, it was like they were all in a fucking marathon to cross the finish line to be answered. If you havenāt noticed by now, I have a habit of not writing in chronological order of my journey....& I don't plan on changing either. Good… Continue reading Questions, keep them coming šāāļø
Never, is that a thing š¤
Never. Never say never, they say š¤·āāļø 7 days after my first surgery in August 2017 my exact words to my surgeon were, āNever again will I go through another surgery like thatā. In that moment, there was nothing comical about my response, over my dead body was I going to let my body go… Continue reading Never, is that a thing š¤
Obstacles, the best gift š§
Obstacles. Ugh, fucking obstacles. Obstacles give anxiety a whole new meaning. Itās like taking that shot of whiskey that youāve never had before and trying to swallow it like a champ, but reality is your stomachs in knots and youāll probably avoid that shot in the future. Okay, taking a shot of whiskey while trying… Continue reading Obstacles, the best gift š§
The inevitable Change š¤©
Change. 6, 9, 12 months ago or even 1 or 2 years ago my response to change wouldāve been, āIf itās not broken why fix itā. My god, thinking of those words now I think, ā how ridiculous was Iā and āwas I really that close mindedā. Thereās so much in our lives that arenāt… Continue reading The inevitable Change š¤©
A beautiful love ā£ļø
Love. Love could easily be described as the best feeling to have. You know, that feeling of being able to take a deep breath and have an overpowered sense of calmness that is so soothing, it can literally be felt within your chest if you let it. Do we even realize just how powerful love… Continue reading A beautiful love ā£ļø
Envy can be ugly š£
Emotional. Well, shit. Want to talk about an emotional rollercoaster or harsh terminology. Remember in the previous post the surgery that just had to work? Surprise, surprise..that too was unsuccessful. After laying on an operating table, wide awake, with no pain medication, feeling every burning sensation to my heart (& there was an immense amount… Continue reading Envy can be ugly š£
