Chest heavy, inhaling deep, running my fingertips over the names on the flight itineraries with continuing glances at the departure screens. Flying, adventures, new scenery excites me…yet I still couldn’t control the nerves. Medically I questioned within myself what was so deserving of myself to have the wealth of knowledge within those that’ll be operating,… Continue reading 🫀 surgery 5 states away…👀🤷🏽♀️
Category: health
PTSD stays living rent free 🥹
Fuck, why does this hurt so badly. A simple “Ouch”, doesn’t even describe this pain. Every inch I move I wail in pain, tears just fall down my face uncontrollably. Why, why won’t it just stop? Where is….”Never-mind, just stop Jess,” I told myself. The self destruction continued. The physical pain was excruciating and the… Continue reading PTSD stays living rent free 🥹
Fight to live is exhausting 😮💨🥱
Ugh, what is that stench, it’s so fucking strong. I can feel my nose crinkle with every wift. It’s vaguely familiar. Ahh, it’s the fucking smell of a hospital room! Confusion quickly consumed me, why does my bedroom smell like a hospital 🤔 && why does my chest feel like a bullet pierced thru it… Continue reading Fight to live is exhausting 😮💨🥱
A lost soul 😩
The fear from my cardiologists voice sent chills down every millimeter of my body. Have you ever had a moment where it feels like you’re standing outside of your actual body and you’re just standing there staring at yourself? If not, it’s a fucking wild experience to go through. I felt like I was looking… Continue reading A lost soul 😩
Precious Heart 